All those posts that say “No one wants to complement a girl who can’t take a complement.” are ridiculous. I’m sorry I’m not confident. And I’m sorry its hard for me to say “Aww thanks” like most girls, when all I can think of is how untrue the complement is. Because we all know, after all, you complement someone to make yourself feel good. And if they don’t think its true then you shouldn’t complement them. How the fuck does that make sense?? I’m not looking for attention or anything when I disagree when someone calls me pretty. I just have fucking low self esteem. 

Dear dad, Remember when we had that talk about how you make me feel like I’m not good enough? About how I feel like no matter how hard I try, its never good enough for you? I just made noodles for you. Put my dishes in the sink when I was done. Wiped the counter. Set the noodles out for you and mom. Spent 20 minutes cleaning up after myself. Then you call me down like I made a huge mess because I fucking didn’t put the pan in the fucking dishwasher?! Its not even my week to do the fucking dishes! You say I left a mess because there was one pan in the sink? No matter how hard I try it will never be good enough for you. Its like you can’t believe I can get a job done in one try.